So, I’m feeling kind of down right now. I feel like I am all alone to go through this journey. My mom passed away last September and now my marriage , which already had problems, is worse. I want to scream and yell, but that’s not me. I actually think its obnoxious when people yell and scream during arguments. As if getting louder will help the point they are trying to make. Im usually mentally checked out once the yelling starts. At any rate, I guess life goes on, I just have to find my place in it.