Hi journal. Today is the first time I will be writting so I guess I’ll be getting a few things off my chest hm? Well I’m sixteen years old. I have never had sex, and I’ve never been to a real “party”, kind of sad huh? I guess so. I mean I’m happy not doing any of that stuff but, I just don’t feel normal. Maybe I’m not normal, but is that a bad thing? What is normal anyway? Going out getting drunk? Getting high and doing things you’d regret? I guess it is now adays. The world around me makes me sad. I wish there was a way to change this all, stop the grinding, the music, the dirty thoughts in young childrens minds. I see young girls trying to drink, they look eight Journal. Why is that normal? The cuts on peoples wrists, they are there for no reason. I have no cuts. No scars from self harm. But I’m an outcast. I listen to “dark music”. I refuse to listen to songs about sex. I wear black. I cover myself fully. Why am I the ouctcast, and not the trolls who cover their once beautiful faces in make-up? Why do they ruin themselves? I wear no make-up. Maybe I’m not right. Maybe it’s me who’s wrong. But, maybe its society. We all need to look inside oursevles, and let it all out. Well I guess that’s it journal, good-bye for now.