i fucked up

i was supposed to go out with zach today and i’ve not been ok for ages and i’ve been trying like i’ve really been trying but i just can’t be ok and nothings helping and i hurt myself again and he’s angry and he can’t handle my not ok on top of his not ok and i’m really scared he’s gonna leave me but i just couldn’t and now he’s gone to his friends house because he made plans with him on top of the plans with me and i can’t stop hurting him and me and everyone around me and i don’t know what to do anymore with anything everythings just falling to shit and nothing helps

i’m sorry i can’t be optimistic anymore

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