I am smiling…. I feel really good…. I have had a good night sleep… I have had my Yoga lesson and I meditated for the second time today… yesterday it went great… I was pleasantly surprised after my freakout about if, I could succeed at sitting still with myself for couple of minutes… but it went great….as it did today…. I am really happy I have discovered meditation… I have my “lounge radio” on right now and I feel really good… i have also been reading a lot about meditation online now… and I found the perfect words that I can totally relate to how I feel about it… it was said by Pema Chodron: “Meditation is a process of lightening up, of trusting the basic goodness of what we have and who we are, and of realizing that any wisdom that exists, exists in what we already have. We can lead our life so as to become more awake to who we are and what we’re doing rather than trying to improve or change or get rid of who we are or what we’re doing. The key is to wake up, to become more alert, more inquisitive and curious about ourselves. ” I am nowhere close to this level yet ofcourse but I will be… its very inspiring and motivational to me…. I had let my ego take over yesterday… I am so not proud of it but I am a human and I am working on beeing ok with it… beeing ok with the fact that there will be times when I will not be the best that I can be… as long as I understand it and accept it…
So yesterday I didnt reply on the next question in my mind clearing journey… but today I will… so question number 6 is: If you had to move to another country besides the one you currently live, where would you go and why?
I have thought about how to answear this one… to tell you the truth i am happy where I live and I really don’t want to move to another country… but if I really had to I think I would move to the country that has been on my “nr. 1 places to visit” since forever! I am not going to reveal the name of it just yet… all I can say I have been fascinated by everything about this country since forever… and the fact that I havn’t had the opportunity to visit it yet has just allowed me to put it on my list of goals I want to reach in my life! It’s something I want to do.. it is one of my dreams to go there… and I am sure that I can make this dream come true one day… I remeber when I was a little girl and I was watching tv and I took an interest in this language… I wrote some words down on the paper the way I heared them beeing pronounced… to just try to find a dictionary the next day in the library and find those words… that was my first kind of concious awarness of the interest in languages in general… so I learned the language… It kind of came to me on it’s own… And from there it progressed into a general interest about the country and everything that had to do with it… I do have some friends in that country whom I occasionally keep in touch with! It’s great! 🙂 I have been told by several natives of that country that I do speak the language pretty good! 🙂 And I am still learning… every once in a while a new word comes in… it’s fun! 🙂 I can’t see myself living in that country yet though… maybe because I am very happy where I live now, but perhaps one day when I will go there I can see how I feel about it, and who knows – if I still love it as much when I am there maybe I will want to move there! 🙂 Right now it is one of my dreams and I am going to do everything to get closer to fulfilling it!
I wish you all a great day!