I became a stripper on Valentines day.. and honestly, I hate the person its turning me into. The only reason I started doing it is because I seriously need the money and working crappy part time jobs wasn’t paying the bills. I’m a full time college student, with my own house and my own car and money has been really tight since my boyfriend lost his job. I hate tot say this but I feel like he really doesn’t care much to find a new one.. I haven’t seen him trying at all really. He filled out a couple job apps and went to one interview and a temp agency called him to come in to do a drug test so they can get him a job but he never went..I don’t wanna fight with him about it so I haven’t said anything about it… I don’t wanna stay working were I am but we need the money. I just feel dirty when I am there, its not the type of person I am. I hate knowing I have a boyfriend sitting at home while I’m at work taking my clothes off for other guys.. not to mention sticking my tits in their faces. I feel like its unfaithful to him even though I’m really not cheating. I feel like its changing the person I am and is turning me into someone completely different and I don’t wanna feel like that.  Idk what to do anymore, I really don’t.

One thought on “Stripper…”

  1. If you want something to change, talk to him about it. If he loves you and is there for you he should be understanding. Thats self-ish of him to let you do something you dont want to. Follow your heart. Everything happens for a reason and it will get better. Don’t let this decision ruin your life.

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