Emotional Stew

I’m having a rough time.Its been almost two months since I came home from the hospital. I haven’t really been taking my meds faithfully. I started the birth control yesterday so I now have an added incentive to take them. S and I had a bit of a scare. After we got together I told my doc that I needed them, then didn’t get around to getting them.

I’m assuming my increased sleeping and weepiness is due to not taking the antidepressants so I need to get back to that. I’m also thinking a lot about my male parent, I don’t know why because I haven’t spoken to him in nearly 9 years. I’m also missing Lamb a lot. With every major change in my life or every crappy day I can’t help but feel everything would be that much easier to deal with if she were here. I miss being able to call her up and chat about the same exact things for 20 minutes. I use to get so uptight when she repeated herself. Today I would give and do anything to give her one last kiss and hug. I miss my grand Lamb so much.

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