Unwanted. Unknown. Unbothered. Useless. Undesirable. Untouched. Unloved. Gross. Dead. Numb. Used. Is what I’m feeling right now. All this darkness is just building in side of me. Hiding and saving these thoughts are getting the best of me. I feel like I still have life in me but the flame is slowly dieing. I gasp of air. Fully yelling but unheard. These thoughts just go around in my head and until now I hear them loud and clear. I’m scared for my future of what I might become. Getting consumed by these thoughts just make me feel alive yet so dead.