Why am I so back and forth?

I keep fighting with the fact that I feel like I’m not good enough for my girlfriend….I feel like every guy smells the blood in the water and I’m screwed. In one hand I just want to walk away before I get hurt even more than i’ve already done to myself. Then……I could be totally overreacting but I take my terrible track record into account. All I know so far is that I feel like shit (best word I have atm) and I honestly don’t know what the right move is anymore. I’m honestly screwed either way I go. Sigh……I hate love sometimes. It only ever ends in extreme pain for me.

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  1. I know what you’re feeling. Relationships have never ended well for me, promises broken and lots of pain. But if there’s one thing I’ve learned from them, its that I was good enough for my boyfriends (ex’s now). I always thought I wasn’t pretty enough, or just enough in particular. Obviously there’s someone out there better than you, but your girlfriend picked you didn’t she? She could have picked anyone else, but she picked you. There will always be some out there better than me and you, there always is. But the right person will see the good in you and won’t care about anyone else. Love is strange, but its also beautiful. So enjoy it and don’t worry so much! 🙂

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