I keep fighting with the fact that I feel like I’m not good enough for my girlfriend….I feel like every guy smells the blood in the water and I’m screwed. In one hand I just want to walk away before I get hurt even more than i’ve already done to myself. Then……I could be totally overreacting but I take my terrible track record into account. All I know so far is that I feel like shit (best word I have atm) and I honestly don’t know what the right move is anymore. I’m honestly screwed either way I go. Sigh……I hate love sometimes. It only ever ends in extreme pain for me.