I miss him. God I miss him. I care to much and get way to easily attached. He was mine, just mine and I didn’t have to share him with anybody else. Then I screwed up, and lost the best thing that’s ever happened to me. I still love him and I can’t let go. Thinking of him with anyone else besides me makes me want to hurl. I just want to let go and move on. But I’ve never known how to do that.