It is happening all over again! My heart is about to break with this immense weight on me. What can I do? How long can I keep the daily farse of normalcy? The arguments are getting more emotional, and heartbreaking, I suspect he knows something is not right, and yet he pretends too, just like I do. He uses passive-agressive comments to put me down, to break my spirit, and I allow it, maybe I feed into his twisted reality just to make sense of my inadequacy to escape this torment. Why ask why  if I know I am not the first one, nor the last person to go through this, but it is such a lonely place to be, for him and for me…

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