I’ve never claimed to be perfect… In fact I’m far from it. I’ve lived a life that I wasn’t proud of, I’ve lied to and hurt those who will always mean the most to me, and I’ve hurt myself. For years my unhappiness and my will to do what ever it took to make myself happy in that moment ruled my life… no matter the price.
I need to forgive myself for all the hurt I’ve caused my soul. I need to move on from my past and ease into my future. I believe I’m on that track to recovery.
Sometimes the scariest reality check is just what you need to push you to fix yourself.
Sometimes you lose the one person you loved more than anything, to teach you that life is more than just a game. While I will never forget them I will move forward.
Not a day goes by that I don’t think about her and the choices I made that put me where I am today. I knew the struggle was real… but how real it got was not what I was prepared for.