I feel like I can’t feel. I am surrounded by men and some of them are great but there is nothing in my heart center that opens and because of that I feel like there is something wrong with me. Why? There isn’t anything wrong with these men and yet I just don’t have the heart center awakening like I have had with N. I know because of that I will just continue doing what I do and if I am alone until I meet someone that makes my heart explode with more love than i can possibly imagine then so be it. I am pretty okay with who I am now and days that it doesn’t bother me. Besides the park hasn’t even opened yet and only a fraction of the people are here. Cheers!