Not so perfect…

Life is supposed to be what you make it right? So why the hell won’t parents let us choose our own paths and choices in life..? If we screw up we screw up. We can learn from our own mistakes. We shouldn’t have to be controlled by them… I want my own opinions to matter now! I can’t stand it any longer. Sooner or later I’m gonna blow. Our parents only want what’s best for us right? WRONG they control us and never let us be who we want to be. They force us to be like them. That perfect blonde christian girl who always does what she’s told. That’s all I’m seen as. Well newsflash I’m buddhist and if you have a problem with I don’t care. I’m so done with this. I’m not some puppet they can control anymore. Soon they won’t have the right to tell me what to do. They never let me be me. They threw away all my band shirts. Tore all my posters up. Cut all my headphones up. Took my ipod away from me two years ago. Forced me to read the bible five times. I’m not lying I can recite anything from there. But still they never crushed my spirit. I’m just waiting for the right time to let them know. For now I’ll keep pretending but soon I’ll be free.

P.S. By the way I don’t have a problem with people having different religions the only problem I do have is if you try to shove it down my throat like my “dearest” mommy and daddy. Sorry if I offended anyone with anything I wrote. But hey can’t blame me for voicing my opinion right? 

P.P.S Can you tell I want to be an author? Haha yeah I love to write anyway have a good day and don’t let people control you. FIGHT BACK! You are you and there’s only one you in the world. Don’t let people get to you. You like what you like. You listen to what you want. I’ve finally excepted and learned that lesson.

4 thoughts on “Not so perfect…”

  1. That’s fucked up. I’m in the exact same boat.

    What band shirts did they throw away? What kinda music are you into?

    Took your iPod?! I’d ditch em’, iPod in hand, on the road to somewhere that allows me to be free!

    “FIGHT BACK!” I like it. I think we could really get along. lol

    Anyways, best of luck with dealing with your parents. I’m looking forward to your future posts!


  2. I’ve been missing you a lot lately and been trying to talk you for so long but I just couldn’t find you anywhere, it’s been like about two years already, I really do miss you add me on twitter @Notmyname__

  3. Hey I miss you. I wish I could see you again. Call me soon to let me know you’re ok. I hope you know who I am. And I hope you still have my number.

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