p.73

anxiety feels like a cloud of grey smoke that
pervades my lungs
making it hard to breathe
hard to talk
hard to live

anxiety feels like at  any moment my life could
come crashing down
trapping me in an eternal abyss of guilt
abyss of self-hatred
abyss of depression

anxiety feels like no matter what happens
there is always another shoe ready to drop and
crush my happiness
to crush my spirits
to crush my life

anxiety is something I have to deal with every day
deal with a fake smile
deal with loneliness
it is tiring
it is defeating

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