Whats on my mind today? Since you asked(meaning I am asking myself) A lot of things are on my mind currently.
But the one on the top of my list is Nadia….yes my dear friend that shuns me at any chance she gets. I ask myself, why does it hurt so much? Its because I love her. I love her so much that I hurt less with her in my life then without her. Its really sad, and on the brink of an abusive relationship. Nadia only knows abuse…. I am not entirely sure what I have done this time, but I must have pissed her off. She hasn’t contacted me once, I have tried multiple times to get together, but she has just blown me off.
So why do I care still? I have no FUCKING idea!!!! I am so over her and being the dirt beneath her shoes!!! SO NO MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My letter to Nadia goes as follows
Its been a fun and bumpy ride. Lots of good memories and you have taught me a lot along the way. In my journey with you I have found that you treat people ugly. You are only nice and sweet when things go your way. You find every excuse in the book that your better then them. I have stuck it out with you too many times to count, and on top of that you just keep doing me wrong. I love you, but love will only do so much. I don’t want to do this with you anymore. I know I have said this time and time again, but this time its for real. You fool me once shame on you, you fool me twice shame on me, fool me three times I am a dumb ass.
With my deepest sympathy, I Nicole aka KiKi, resign from our friendship on this day till the end of time.