Tonight is a hard night. I cant seem to stop from crying. I just cant believe F * told them that she didnt think I should have contact with the baby. What the hell? I dont know how else I could have showed her love. I was there through the pregnancy. I was there to hold her hand tight and tell her to push. I took that baby in, so CPS wouldnt put her in a foster care. I had high hopes that the 2 of them could grow up and be good parents to her.
Now, F has decided to become a guy..as if that would take away the shit she has turned into. Becoming another gender will not erase her crimes.