There are always people reaching for my heart,but honestly if they had to ask me where it is,I would not know? At the moment it is like the devil and God are feuding inside me and the view from the two is just dividing me.Split my mind into two,I need to choose which side is me? I am this zombie-anti social degenerate,Tormented elephant.
It is like the great wall of china,I WANT to shine but the drugs have made me shine out,climb out,find out there is a world beyond the high.I want to scream with my hands around my head.Just take this lolly and puff away old friend.As a monetary system claims another victim I regret my choices sometimes curse my brain for wishful thinking.Tell me where is humility? and why do they have it in for me??