Been so long

Even though I got over you, I am back here again.  This time I am here for another man.  He hasn’t left.  He still stays.  I don’t know what to do.  I don’t/can’t believe he would be faithful if we got together.  And I would just let him walk all over me because I love him.  I don’t want to be a door mat.  I’ve cried, so much.  I’ve wanted to cut.  I’ve wanted to die.  I’ve wanted to swallow pills til I fell asleep.  I just want it all over.  I guess I will be writing in here since I can’t let anyone know my feelings.  I need to keep strong.  No one must know.

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