I can’t get him out of my mind. I can’t stop thinking about him. Repeating memories including our happy times, sad times,his smiles, his kisses, everything is stuck. It keeps spinning around. They make me feel emotions that were felt in the past. Happiness, anger and sadness. I promised myself I wouldn’t get too close, because of my fear of breaking again, and my uncertainty of who to trust. But now…he’s drawing me back in. I love him so much. I admit. I love him. I love him. I love him. I can’t imagine my life without him. I can’t imagine being with someone else other than him. Jordan, look how much you changed me.
Because of you, I’m able to see things differently.
Because of you, I can express myself more.
Because of you, I am stronger and was able to change.
I’m glad I met you. Please let me stay with you as long as I can or atleast forever. Please let me love you and love me back. More and more. I trust you, again, with my heart’s content. Don’t hurt me again…