Today I asked you what are top things u worry ab.. I really just asked to make lunchtime conversation, but the question its self has really made me think ab a lot of things. I told u, I worry most ab making everybody happy, and it’s true. 100% without a doubt in my head, I am always worried if you are happy, and if the kids are. If I’m permanently screwing them up, or if I do enough to make u happy. My heart physically hurts for you sometimes, bc I know some of the pain and burdens you carry around on a daily basis. Sometimes I’m able to convince myself ur happy, but then other times I worry that you have just went into cruise control and become numb. Often when I’m thinking about how lucky I am with you, and all the things I love most about you, a wonder, but what do I offer? Why does he love me? I suck at cleaning, my brain is all over the place, I’m forgetful, not a natural caregiver… What do I bring to our marriage to make it better, to keep him happy, to not make him want
I'm a mom of 3. Gabbi 12, matthew 6, and Wyatt 3. Gabbi is my stepdaughter. Jamie is my husband and he is the best thing ever. My favorite parenting quote is "the days are long but the years are short". I struggle with ADHD. My son Matthew was just recently diagnosed with several learning disorders. I love to journal! I have always found comfort in writing, and use it as a tool to work through my feelings. HOWEVER, I suck at grammer and spelling... so please no grammer police.