Today I asked you what are top things u worry ab.. I really just asked to make lunchtime conversation, but the question its self has really made me think ab a lot of things. I told u, I worry most ab making everybody happy, and it’s true. 100% without a doubt in my head, I am always worried if you are happy, and if the kids are. If I’m permanently screwing them up, or if I do enough to make u happy. My heart physically hurts for you sometimes, bc I know some of the pain and burdens you carry around on a daily basis. Sometimes I’m able to convince myself ur happy, but then other times I worry that you have just went into cruise control and become numb. Often when I’m thinking about how lucky I am with you, and all the things I love most about you, a wonder, but what do I offer? Why does he love me? I suck at cleaning, my brain is all over the place, I’m forgetful, not a natural caregiver… What do I bring to our marriage to make it better, to keep him happy, to not make him want
I really stuggling with anixety and self esteem. I have ADHD. Ive lost 3 brothers- 1- car wreck 2003, 2-car wreck 2008, 3-overdose 2014. Jornaling helps me sort out all the swirling thoughts in my head. I find comfort in it and use it as a tool to work through my emotions–But i suck at grammar and spelling. Im happily married to an amazing man.. I’m a mom of 3. My favorite parenting quote is “the days are long but the years are short”. My son M was just recently diagnosed with several learning disorders- dyslexia, combo add/adhd, anixety, and a written impairment.