Trust is a hard thing to come by once you lose it, it is something that is really hard to gain back. One misstep you are 20 steps backwards. I have learned to worry about yourself and make sure you are the best you can be. I have learned that no matter how hard it is to butt into someone’s life its even harder to have them trust you to stay out when they need you to. I have never been so conflicted in so long that right now I just need my friends back. I need the people who will tell me I am doing something wrong right away. I have those people in my life and if I take those steps backwards then I won’t be in a good place and I don’t want to be. I want to be happy again and make sure everything is okay. I love my family and friends I couldn’t lose them.