Thoughts. They surround your every move, no matter where you are or what you are doing, they won’t leave you alone.
When there’s that one person in the world you love with every inch of your being, you always wonder where they are, what they’re doing, what they’re thinking. You never know but you don’t want to ask, right? But somewhere in that persons mind is you. They’re thinking of you and they wonder the exact same things that you’re thinking about them. But you don’t know that because they’re holding back just like you are. Thoughts are such terrible things, but they can also do some amazing things, too.
In a world filled with millions of people, that one person chose to think about you. You chose to think about that one special person. The person you would do anything for, but maybe they wouldn’t do anything for you. The person you lay awake at night smiling like an idiot over. The person you fell in love with because of every imperfect perfection that you see in them. Love is such a beautiful thing but it’s also disastrous.
I fell in love with this girl. I met her in June 2012. She was the most beautiful being I have ever laid eyes on. We met at the mall, we introduced ourselves and the funny thing Is, as soon as I got home I found her on Facebook and we instantly became bestfriends. I never knew i’d have so much in common with a complete stranger. But as time went on, we were no longer strangers, we were bestfriends. I would spend hours messaging her, she was so amazing. This girl, that I had just met turned into the girl I fell head over heals for. In 2013, we were so close, it was great. We never saw eachother, but we spent all of our days just texting. 2014 rolled around and that’s when I knew. I knew she was the one for me and I finally told her that I liked her. August 26th, she wrote me on kik and told me to look at her name, she asked me to be hers and I thought it was a joke. Did my bestfriend really just ask me to be hers? Well, it wasn’t a joke. She was serious and I said yes. Nothing can describe how I felt at that moment…it didn’t last long. We broke up, but remained bestfriends. Time went on and we grew, she dated other people and so did I. October 24th rolled around and that’s when both of our lives have taken a turn. We spilled out our feelings towards eachother and got back together. We went through a lot of hardships and complications to get to where we are now. But, we are settled down and happily engaged to eachother as of June 25th, 2015. Words can not describe how I feel about this girl. She is one in a million and I got the chance to find her and make her mine. She puts a smile on my face the way no one else can, and she makes me feel a way no one else ever has. She is my future, and I will spend every moment I can cherishing the moments I have with her. She has never left my side, and I will never leave hers. She is my fiancé, my life, my everything, my world. And nothing can ever replace the spot she has in my life, nor can anything ever change the way I feel about her. I love Arilynn D’anna Pratt and no one can ever come between us ever again.