This is a time for me of deep understanding of trying to figure out just where I fit into this world and how I’m going to leave my mark on this world. In the place I’m at right this moment I am no where close to where I want to me. I’m farther away then I was ten years ago, and I really have no one to blame but myself. I put all my focus on the physically feel good of the moments. I put in the effect of being okay with what I am given, but not really being okay with it. I’m not okay with being poor, over weight, unhealthy, no children and living in a tiny ass trailer. I’m not okay with that. From this point on I am changing my life I am changing all aspects of my life. I will make my life the life that I deserve.