July 10th,2015

His eyes were only brown.

But I saw colours in them that doesn’t even exist.

He truly drives me crazy, everything I do is connected to him. The pain, the memories. It’s hard to believe I’m even a functioning human being because he was my air in this in tolerable world. My muse, my best friend. And I lost all of that.

Life was never meant to be easy, I never expected it to, but it’ll always be a little harder knowing I don’t have you to face it with me because you where my rock, you kept me stable, and now the pieces have crumpled and there is nothing left of me.

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