inside I know that I love him still, but I wish I didn’t love him at all. I can’t believe he had her take his phone and she message me. Like it’s not any of her business me and his relationship and it pisses me off so much I don’t even want to see him or talk to him. If I do I might say something I’ll regret later on so I blocked him. Why does stuff like this happen? I wish it didn’t. I wish I could be happy and with him but that’s not going to happen. It just won’t. So today I’m going to stuff my face to junk food, cry and watch netflix in bed. Plain and simple as that.