I Don’t Know.

I don’t really know why I decided to write a journal, I suppose there were a number of reasons why and it’s got to a point where I needed an outlet. I’m not very good at talking to people and I’ve found that there are few who actually giving a flying monkey about me or my life unless it gives them something to pass the time or gossip over.

So we’ll see, maybe writing things down will help make peace within this chaotic mind of mine. We’ll see, I’m sure.

4 thoughts on “I Don’t Know.”

  1. Ah, I understand how you feel.

    I’ve been thinking about writing a journal for aaaaaaages, but I’ve always been too lazy. Let’s see if I manage to keep it up here =)

  2. I often feel the same way.. that no one really cares .. and i feel its much easier to vent online to a complete stranger(s) then to anyone i may personally know.. hell i dont even have friends.. im horrible at talking to people.. its so bad for me that there are certain places i wont call.. ill get someone else to do it for me.. smh.. sad, i know..

  3. I also have no friends, Liz.
    I always thought of myself as an extroverted person, but as I grew up and people took the piss, as I moved from one country to the other, as the cultures changed, as sometimes my German doesn’t work, I feel isolated.

  4. Best of luck with the journal writing, Geraldine. =) It’s funny in a not so funny way how people can take the pee out of others and how that can change how the person who’s in the blunt end of it. I’ve always been quite introverted, but years of a similar thing to you have just made it worse as time goes on.

    Liz – it’s much easier to write on a thing like this, people can make a choice whether or not they want to click and read as opposed to them being in a situation where someone is opening up to them and they’re listening to be polite. With the calls thing you have, I used to be a lot like that, however I’m getting better at making calls, not so great at picking my phone up if I don’t recognise the number though. =p

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