I think I’m being petty. A pair of former friends got married this weekend…and didn’t invite me. I was the one who introduced them to each other! Instead, they invited several of my boring ass coworkers. So what did I do? Well, I muted everyone that posted a photo or status about the wedding on all of my social media networks. Yes, it’s petty, but I couldn’t bear seeing the ceremony that wouldn’t even be a thing if not for me. Neither of them gave me credit. Mind you, I helped put together the centerpieces for the reception and trim down the initial guests list. I guess the really bad day I had over six months ago (where I consciously decided NOT to say bad or hurtful things) was enough to get me axed.
I should mention Timothy got invited, too. He made things awkward for me by asking if I was attending and I had to tell him I was uninvited. I really need to get over this stupid crush on the worthless, most pathetic excuse for a human being that is Timothy. By the way, I happened to see a photo of him from the wedding… His outfit was atrocious! None of it matched. I would be ashamed to have photographic evidence of that train wreck. Again, I’m being petty.
I don’t think I’ll get over this as quickly as I’d like but it needs to happen. All I can do right now is pray for peace in my heart. I will still refuse to speak to any of these people outside of work but because it’ll be the best thing for my self-esteem. No longer will I have to pretend to be someone else.