What is it about this dude that has got me fucked up?
I don’t even know him.. not really..
but he is definitely on the brain. I dreamt about him for crying out loud. I have GOT do purge this guy and get him out of my head. I cant go there with him, and I know it-I Don’t even think he is interested anymore (thats assuming he was in the first place) AND I’m pretty sure he is taken, SWEET FRICKIN JESUS.. why am I obsessing over nothing?!
I went running yesterday, and if you knew anything about me you would know I am not one for calisthenics.. but I went running, just so I would be too tired to dream.. and what do you know.. it didn’t frickin work…
Why am I attracted to this perfect stranger?
Well, he is cute.
He is sweet/charming.
He is polite.
He is young but doesn’t act young
He makes me giggle (without even trying).
He complimented me in a real and matter of fact- like don’t you know youre attractive?-way that makes me believe it.- I have a hard time accepting compliments because most of the time they seem fake and the guy just seems to want to get me into bed.
It was almost like I trusted him immediately which is something I just dont do.
He is completely unobtainable- why is that hot?
He is not shy- and I mean NOT S.H.Y.
Maybe I am obsessing because i know I cant have him so my brain just wants to make him fantasy material? That is annoying AF.