my boyfriend is going away to college and i dont know how to handle it. i cant stop crying. all i do is cry all day and i know it breaks him but i cant control it. i dont know how to put on my big girl pants and just be happy. i only have about a week left with him and i dont know what to do because its going by so fast. i try to stop crying and i get more sad and think about all our memories and how i wont have many more times like these for a long time. i dont know what to do anymore.