So it’s been a while since Jaycie and I went out for the first and only time. Since then she’s been acting a bit cold, she’s short with her text messages and that’s if I even get one. On the other hand when she sees me at work she’s all over me..confusing I know. I asked her if I need to back off and she said no, again, confusing. I only ask if I need to back off to gauge how much she wants to be part this new adventure, in the end it’s all up to me, I just don’t want to emotionally hurt the girl, as she’s been though a lot already. I’m willing to walk away if I can find someone to replace her with. Married women are ideal because they usually know the rules of the game and know how to implement them. And when it’s time to dispose of them, they understand. Oh yeah, I get bored quick and that’s why I’m always on the hunt.
I had the opportunity to plunge her but again, I’m trying to be nice. She asked me that night to carry her to bed and at that point I was under the influence of my penis advisor. I carried her to bed and I so wanted to penetrate her and make poetry instead of writing it.
I have a feeling that she might feel like she’s not good enough since I didn’t spray my man fat in her wet hole.
I was able to leave her room without fornicating but damn it, did I want to.. She’s very pretty but she seems tender and that’s just not fun.
I might see her today at work, I hope I do, I like her hugs.
I will write more once I’m given more material.