Sad

It’s a hard thing knowing there is a person out in the world that purposefully doesn’t want to talk to you. That the idea of having to talk to you repulses them and they don’t care whether or not you are in their life or not. This is the situation I currently find myself in, with the person on the earth I care about the most. I have this filthy habit of pushing people out of my life. I guess I don’t think I deserve to have them there, like im some sort of pariah who only deserves the loneliness I feel daily. And I do, if im being honest feel lonely every day. I don’t feel like I have anyone I can talk to, I had someone but I pushed him too far he doesn’t want anything to do with me. im sad

 

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