it’s still the same. Life is going bad again. Alex is being mean again. He was pretty nice for 4 days but that ended very fast. He went to court and then thinks he’s going to be okay. Doesn’t have to go again until the end of the month. He took stupid cold medicine like 6 pills. Then now he’s drinking lemon and orange extract to get a buzz or something. I’m just so stressed so hurt words can’t explain.