I can do this.

Just wrote up a tapering schedule/calendar for pills… Until the 23rd of this month, I have every dose planned for how much, and at what time.  It’s probably a bit of a rapid taper, but I want to do this. I am trying to have faith in myself, I know it’s gonna be so hard, taking pills everyday for 8 years. It becomes second nature, an unconscious action basically like breathing, it’s one of my bodies physiological and psychological needs now… But I want off, I want to be done, forever. I want to be normal. I want to just come home and have a good beer or two, instead of swallowing 20 pills a day… I can do this, for me, for my family, I can do it…

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