Friday was a long day. Woke up feeling better. I slept in my new place on the bedroom floor bur my spirit feels renewed. I finally had some time alone with God and he let me know that he is with me and has not abandoned me. Last night’s meeting was very helpful. I heard ppl tell their life stories and how addictions have ruined their lives. I related to some but thank God for also not allowing me to as far as some. I moved the rest of things today and I all I wanted was for you to be there with me to have fun while we organized the place. I miss you. I am praying every second I can for you. Like the song says “I am not alone” , I know God watches over you 24/7 and is helping you get through this storm. Good night.