let go,
just let it all go,
as I tell myself,
looking in the mirror,
seeing my reflection,
washing my face,
hoping to bring that smile back,
where did it all go?
I was once happy with nothing,
now that nothing is eating me alive,
I’ve tasted love,
and I want it more,
but where do I find it?
I seek it in people,
I seek it in writing,
I seek it all over,
but nothing seems to be working,
liquor did no justice,
the herbs didn’t help either,
toxic in my body,
hoping to clear it all out,
not just what’s inside me,
even the ones that surround me,
one by one,
I’ll be alone,
but I’ll be free of it all,
the pain,
the sadness,
nothing but happiness..

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