I went to my favorite place tonight. It’s where I go when I need to think quietly without Any interruptions.
So I sat there for a while with a joint in my hand. Listening to the sound of a waving water and the light breeze that touched my face.
It’s been a while since I’ve done that and damn I felt so good right there in that moment. I almost forgot about everything else and went to a completely different place where nothing could reach me.
I imagined that I was one of those birds out there on the water. Free to go when ever they want. No strings are holding them back, they can just leave if they want and they don’t really have to think about what they leave behind. That’s freedom in a whole other way, than most people see it.
I sat there untill it was completely dark. Then I went home again and it all changed back. The rush that I had before was faded and now I feel.. Just numb really.