conflicted emotions ..

I have no desire to be in another relationship, at all. .. All I want is what I had coz to that I gave my all and it was the best I’ve ever had. I stand to be corrected but I think I experienced true love but then it was cut off like oxygen . I can’t see myself with anyone else but my ex plus we still keep in contact I just spoke to him now ( we broke up due to distance) he lives 8 hours away. But I don’t know if I’m being hard on myself by not moving on because there is a guy that really wants to be with me but I can’t , I’m still inlove with someone else. Will I ever stop loving my ex . Will I move on? But How ? I just don’t see it . And I don’t wanna force it but its just I can’t move pass the fact that I think about him everydayyyyy! And he still calls though we broken up. Especially now that a relative of my mine passed on, he has been real supportive which makes it harder. Messed up huh.

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