I thought for once that things could be different, better… Maybe encouraging and positive. Instead I end up hurt again. I’ve decided to shut everyone out and keep this live journal to put my thoughts into and relieve the pain and stress that has been left with me. I’m hoping that this will turn a new leaf and I will be feeling better in the end.
I’ve spent so much time trying to figure myself out, fix things, work on improving myself and making friends… Honestly I can’t do it anymore. I’ve realized that the pain is endless, and the roads less travelled lead to a better place. I’m no longer going to let people in, I don’t want to feel anymore.