I might break up with him this weekend.


I’m just tired of feeling neglected. I’m tired of being deprived of affection. I’m just tired.

Dear diary…I’m 24, and I just cut myself. On my stomach. I was just so upset and so empty…like my mind was both a black, silent void and a million tempests all at once, all I could think about was physical pain. So I gave it to myself.

I don’t need this. In two of my past relationships, I attempted suicide. I let them make me feel that low. I know the routine, I can see the signs. I’m not going through that again.

2 thoughts on “I might break up with him this weekend.”

  1. I’m not saying this to be rude, but maybe you should talk with a counselor or therapist. You don’t seem to value yourself very much if you’re letting other people bring you down or stay in such toxic relationships to the point you are inflicting harm on yourself. You need to focus on making yourself happy. You cannot rely on anyone else to make you feel that way.

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