why is it that I’m always there for everyone else but no one returns the favor? people just take and take and take and don’t care about you or your feelings!! when are people going to realize that I’m not okay and that I need help too? I’m breaking and crumbling over here but no one knows because I have to put on a big smile and be strong for everyone else I because they are relying on me. but sometimes I break down and I have no one to go to and I need help! and it sucks so much because all I do is sit there and cry into my pillow so no one hears me or knows that anything is wrong because I’m fine right?