i have a headache and there’s nothing more as usual
as in meaning that, i don’t feel quite as bad as i did
but i still do not feel the best
it’s all a drag
i want to go ahead and lay down
never to awaken
just cease my pain
i’m in in the worst, pain but i don’t, i don’t care
it’s all going to start again and theyre not going to understand
everything just repeats itself but there are some fun things….
which is the reason i’m alive.
but honestly sometimes that isn’t enough.
Why can’t people realize how great i am? is it because i’m really not? they dont appreciate me like they should? i should die? is that what’s wanted?
would anyone really mind? i know this is asked a lot and obviously someone would be upset about it, but they’d move on, my life doesn’t matter that much. they would eventually forget about me, words being fake and meaningless
it’s not as if i blame them. i do it to. but i don’t want to be forgotten i really want to be appreciated and noticed what did i do wrong what did i do wrong i didn’t do anything so i don’t understand why i can’t do any of this