Quick one before cuddles :)

So today I had a really good talk with my sister, sometimes I wonder how she turned out emotionally ok, we went through the same shit. She has made some so so decisions lately, but she seems to be back on the right track. Anyway, I appreciated her input a lot, and it felt good to just talk to someone I love and respect about some stuff. But again, I came away from it knowing what I need to do. It’s hard, it really is. I want your attention, when I think about leaving you alone, I just instantly think I will lose you. But I am going to have to just ride on hope and faith that it will all work out for the best.  I had such a good time tonight at pizza, the kids were hilarious, you and I had had fun, or at least I know I did. And then we went for a nice drive afterward, oh and then I died in the bathroom haha. But driving away after dropping you off, I couldn’t help but think that this could have been our life this whole time…but I tried not to stew on it too long, I enjoyed you guys too much tonight. I hope as times goes on, we have more chances to have good times like this as a family. I’m gonna go cuddle my little girl now 🙂

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