Today was suppose to be a good day. A big day for me and it was suppose to turn out really positive, but it didn’t.
I didn’t even get a chance to explain myself proberbly. No one listened to what I had to say. No one cared.
This was suppose to be something for me to finally be getting somewhere with my life. A big dream I have had for as long as I remember. All I needed from them was a little help to get that dream started. But to them it was a bad idea, because it wasn’t their idea. So now it’s crushed too and I might as well just give up..
I must have been a really terrible person in an ealier life, to deserve this kind of bad luck.
Once I was told that I was followed by some karmic revenge.. That must really be it.
Sometimes I Wonder why I even bother anymore.