I can’t remember…

I can’t remember what it feels like to wake up and not feel completely and utterly hollow inside. I can’t remember anymore what it felt like to think things would ever be better or that I would ever be something. At this point I’m not even sure I ever felt that way because honestly, I really am starting to think that I never felt that way…

I have nothing and I’m no one. How the hell did I ever let that happen? Did I let it happen or was it always that way? I don’t know and I don’t expect you to know, I just had to let it be said.

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  1. Do you know those days when you are very sick and can’t think of anything besides how sick you feel and most of all you can’t figure out how it had been to feel well or imagine how it will ever get better. But in the end, it does. Of course, there is no use in being told this. When you are really really sick all you need so someone to hold you hair and empty the bucket and be quiet and not touch you too much because that only makes you cringe. I’ve been where you are now. Feel free to write to me whenever you need a listener.

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