Hey. Same subject as it has been I guess.
My boyfriend hasn’t been talking to me much. But I’ve been talking a little bit with my “secret” crush at school every day. I haven’t left Joe (boyfriend) yet and I get nervous around my crushes. Today I found out Joey (crush) had a girlfriend. I was disappointed to hear (because I like him) but I never showed it. The more I think about it the more jealous I get. It’s very rare for me to be attracted to someone. Especially not at first sight. But he is the one boy in school I “like-like” and it makes me feel bad to think he may not like me or not as much as someone else. I know I probably have no chance with him because I’m 16 in 9th grade (and he’s someone else’s) but I keep hoping I am his second choice. For now, I am with Joe. But since he’s been unable to talk a lot it feels useless to be him girlfriend and I was thinking of breaking up with him. Being single isn’t always a bad thing anyway, right?