I’ve spent my whole life avoiding becoming pregnant. I wanted to do it right. Find the perfect guy, settle down in a career, get married and then have babies. I’ve done all of that, except the baby.
It’s pissing me off that my friends are on number 3 and don’t seem to have any trouble getting pregnant. They seem to have a carton full of perfect eggs and mine feel spoiled. My husband and I have been trying for over a year with no success. For the first time in my life, I feel like a failure.
I’m sick of peeing on sticks to determine if it’s a good time for sex. I dread getting my period because it’s a week long of knowing I’m not pregnant and there’s nothing I can do about it. I know there are others like me, but right now I feel like I’m the only one.