Why am I awake?

Dear Diary,

That is such a lame thing to say. Dear Diary. As if you can understand me…

Well it’s been a long couple of weeks here in the St. Louis, MO FA training program. I find myself constantly looking for motivational quotes to get me by. I don’t mean to be negative Nancy but I seriously miss home and it is finally starting to show in the face I was originally good at masking. I met a guy a couple of months ago and he has completely turned my world around, for the better. His name is Evan and I kinda sorta miss him a lot. I don’t know what else to say other than it is 1 in the morning here and I needed a break from the studying. We have our third test tomorrow and I have to pass it. We get a word bank though for the definitions so I should be good. I went to church yesterday to try and stay in the groove of that.. because I do do better during the week if I listen to Sundays word. Lindsay (a new friend/coworker) and I have decided were gonna probably stick to church on television while we are here though. I wasn’t at all up to date on the knowledge of the church we were going to and it wasn’t at all my denomination. I decided to get an online diary because, well, I type a lot faster than I write and the way my mind has been lately…. I had better save some paper because it would be a lot of it I would use. Any-who… until I get back on here.

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