So I made it 30 hours, and tucking crumbled when I got to work. My mind literally felt like it was going to explode with how much activity was going on in there, everything saying “just take one” and then the justification starts. It just wasn’t the right time I suppose, but then again, when is? I have got to get away from work for a while, somehow… It’s just impossible with it right there. I fought it for a day, and lost quickly the next. I want out, I want to be free real bad, but am starting to realize it’s a lot harder than I ever imagined. Maybe I need help, because I don’t know what to do.