Just when things were looking out to be at the worst possible, I feel like i’ve been given a second chance.

I don’t know if I have the courage to catch it tho.. Reaching out towards that helping hand, that was given to me, out of nowhere. That shouldn’t be so hard, but it seems to be even harder than just running away from it..

I feel like I don’t deserve it for some reason. But most of all, I’m so freaked out about what would happen. What if i’ts just another lie? What if it’s just a new person, who’s only real intention is taking advantage of someone who’s weaker? That would just make things even worse.

I’m scared bur I’m also desperate..

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