Lately idk how to explain even how i feel because well, lets face it I havent.My mind right now is set on work, chloe, and sleep. I honestly dont care about my relationship status, sex or partying. Im just at the point in my life im numb. I havent figured out if its a good or a bad thing. Before i was too emotional everything, and anything pissed me off. Now i just dont care. Im not sure where i even belong sometimes. When i laugh, i dont feel the emotion of being “happy” . At times it sucks, and at time its the most amazing feeling because i just dont care. It scares me though because at times i feel like i can stay like this. No worries? Well why not? Theres so many things that i can and feel safe putting emotions too obviously as far as my child goes. But other then that.. i dont see the point anymore.